I'm doing all i can to refrain from screaming, jumping and pulling my hair out. I can feel my insides turning, my heart quenching... and not forgetting that incessant ringing noise in my ear that Alicia deduced as Tinnitus.
How could things have turned out this way, it just seems like one blockage followed by another disrupting my life. Everytime i think i see abit of light, darkness follows soon. Now... I'm back to square one, only this time i have less road and less possibilities ahead of me.
Was it because I didn't start planning early on? Was it that i wasn't as popular as I thought I was? What is to become of me I don't really want to think... staying alone in halls perhaps... will it be as bad as i think it will be. But then again... do I have another choice?
All i can do is wait and hope that perhaps a solution will emerge.
The Gurl