Demoralised...
Think I've totally lost my motivation to study after Physics and GP. Its like... what's the point?
Think I mugged quite hard for physics paper... or at least harder than normal... but so what? I went into the exam room and I was still... "What the hell is this crap?"
Worse of all is I couldn't FINISH the paper. I think that's the stupidest of all. You study sooooooo hard and you know how to do but you don't have the time to finish and give off marks just because of that. TEN FREAKIN MARKS!!!!!! I counted and I lost TEN FREAKIN MARKS because I couldn't finish my paper 2. And that doesn't included the last few MCQ questions I anyhow filled in.
Even my most confident subject GP... think i totally flopped it too. COuldn't finish AQ and even the parts I wrote think... totally rubbish. My essay... i thought it was okay... but everytime I think its okay its turns out not. Somehow GP teachers just don't like my essay writing style? Like the other time Cherlyn read and said it was good and i like got 17/50 only.
Haiz... Econs and Math... totally going to throw away...
The Gurl