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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

SC nominees briefing was horrendous. Or rather i suppose the J2s made it horrendous. BUt i was even more so for me because even though i kinda regretted during the briefing, i regretted for a different reason.

And that was i suddenly felt i was thrown into the wrong place. I looked around and other than my usual gang of friends like May and may and xinhui xiangting and gang... the others were very unfamiliar.

But of course, unfamiliarity is one thing. You can be in an unfamiliar place but the faces look fresh and eagar to be friends with you.

I look around... and i'm kind of lost. They don't look unfriendly, neither are they weird freaks ( okay, maybe a few exceptions)... but their just the kind I could never imagine myself being close friends with.

So suppose most of the people there get into SC, which will be the case since more than half will be in, how am i going to survive being with them constantly for the rest of my JC life?

I suddenly kinda miss the OGL days, we had our problems, we had our cliques, but the unity was there. We were alpha warriors. We stuck through the hardships in orientation and brought zenith back to its feet.

Till now i'm still pondering if i made the right decision to run for SC. Everyone who knows me seems to feel I'm a much more House Com person. I felt that way too. I don't know what came over me.

But anyway, its too late to back out now eh? I suppose I'll just make the best out of it. I believe i control my own destiny, i can make or break my JC life... and I am bent to make it rawk.

Watch out for our upcoming crazy campaigning tactics and don't forget...

VOTE FOR ME AND YINGXIU. ALPHA H and BETA D!!!!!

Signed Off @ 2:56 AM